okay I’m trying my best to keep you satisfied let you get your rest while I stayed up all night and you don’t want to know how long
I’ve let you come go whatever state I’m man am I the greatest my congratulations all my love and patience all my admiration all the times I waited for you to want me naked made it all look painless man am I the great doing what’s right
without a reward and we don’t have to fight when it’s not worth fighting for and you don’t want to know W what I would have done anything worse than anyone man am I the greatest my
congratulations oh my love and patience all my admiration and all the times I waited for you to want me naked I’m made it all the painless man am I the Great the great the greatest ooh I loved you and I still do I just wanted passion from you just
wanted what I gave you I waited and wait man am I the greatest god I hat it oh my love and patience unappreciated you said your heart was jaded couldn’t even break it I shouldn’t have to say you could have been the greatest thank you guys
wow wow this is nerve-wracking for me um tiny desk this is so cool I’ve wanted to do this like my whole life so I’m a little shaky I’m really excited to be here and you’re all so beautiful so thanks for watching and having me let’s keep going M I wish you the best for the rest of your life I felt sorry for you when I looked in your eyes but I need to confess I told you a lot I said
you you were the love of my life the love of my life but did I break your heart and did I waste your time I tried to be there for you then you tried to break mine it isn’t asking for a lot for an apology for making me feel I could kill you if I tried to leave you said you’d never fall in love again because of me then you moved on immediately but I wish you the best for
the rest of your life I felt sorry for you when I looked in your R but I need to confess well I told you a l I said you oh you were the love of my life the love of my life so you found her now go fall in love just like we were if I even was it’s not my fault I did what I could you made it so hard like I knew you are I thought I was depressed or losing my mind my stomach
upset almost all of the time but after I left it was obvious why because for you you I was the love of your life but you are not mine [Applause] gosh man I’ve been on tour now for like a week and a half or two weeks or
something and I haven’t seen much sunlight and I’ve been not sleeping very much and I haven’t woken up past 100 p.m. um except for today for this where I woke up at 9:30 so yeah um anyway we’re going to do an old one now um which is from our debut album when we all fall asleep where do we go which is one of our favorites this is my brother by the way and we um we write everything together and we always have since the beginning and um this is like one of our favorite songs that we’ve written um and it was like when I was 16 and you were like
21 and uh it’s the first time I fell in love and it was very scary and it’s funny how that fear never goes away um the fear of falling or whatever so anyway the song is called I love you it’s not true tell me I’ve been like to crying isn’t like you what the hell did I do I’ve never been the
type to let someone see right through maybe won’t you take it back say you try to make me laugh and nothing has to change today you didn’t mean to say I love you I love you and I don’t want too a
b night on another red eye I wish we never learn to fly maybe we should just try to tell ourselves a good Li I didn’t mean to make you cry M maybe W you take it back say you were trying to make me laugh nothing has to
change today didn’t mean to say I love you I love you and I don’t want [Applause] [Laughter] smile that you gave me even when you felt like d we fall apart hard as it gets dark I’m in your arms in Central Park there’s nothing you could do or say I can’t escape the way I love
you I don’t want to but I love you wo [Applause] sorry my voice is so [ __ ] quiet
I’m nervous I’m also dressed like a girl and so weird I was like I’m going to go girl today sorry okay um what here’s the key but you going to say something I interrupt you no was great um just really quick everyone this is my band [Applause] um this is Abe over here on the piano this is Andrew on the drums back here looking great we got solo on the base over here and then my brother finny is right here on the guitar all right um this song just went number one which is very
exciting Let’s Do It come on I want you to stay until I’m in the grave till I ride away dead and buried till I’m in the SK you car if you go I’m going to cuz it was always you all right and if I’m turn blue please don’t save me nothing left to lose without my baby bir of a FEA we should stick together and know I said I’d never think I wasn’t better alone can’t change the weather might not be forever but if it’s forever is even better and I don’t know what I’m crying for I don’t think I
could love it more might not be long but may I love you till the day that I die till the day that die till light my eyes till the day that I die I want you to see how you to me you believe if I told you you would keep the compliments I throw yeah but you’re so full of [ __ ] tell me it’s no say you don’t see it your mind but booted say want to quit don’t be stupid I don’t know what I’m crying for
I don’t think I could love you more might not be long but baby I don’t want to say goodbye together I the I I knew you in another life you had that same look in your eyes I love you don’t act so surpris ooh
thank you good thank you thank you so much everyone
The Secrets Billie Eilish Revealed at Her Tiny Desk Concert Will Leave You Speechless
The stage was small—a cramped office space cluttered with records and personality—a far cry from the cavernous stadiums that Billie Eilish typically commands. There was no pyrotechnics, no elaborate choreography, and no distance between the artist and the audience. Just a microphone, her brother Finneas on guitar, a small band, and the weight of a million unsaid words.
When Billie Eilish walked into the NPR music office for her long-awaited Tiny Desk concert, the air was heavy with anticipation. But for those watching, it quickly became clear that this wasn’t just another promotional appearance. It was a confessional. Throughout the 22-minute set, Eilish peeled back the layers of the polished global superstar to reveal the scared, vulnerable, and deeply human person underneath.
The Weight of Vulnerability
“I’m nervous,” she admitted early on, her voice soft and slightly shaky. It’s a jarring thing to hear from a woman who has headlined Glastonbury and sold out world tours. But in the intimacy of that room, she didn’t have the protective barrier of a massive stage. She had to face her songs—and the memories attached to them—head-on.
As she moved through “What Was I Made For?”, the atmosphere in the room shifted. It wasn’t just a song about existential dread or the pressures of fame; it was a meditation on the labor of love and the exhaustion of trying to satisfy others while your own spirit is fraying at the edges. She sang of waiting, of “all the times I waited for you to want me,” and in the quiet of the office, the audience could hear the ghost of every relationship she’d ever poured into those lyrics.
The Ghost of First Love
The centerpiece of the performance arrived when she introduced an old favorite: “I Love You.” She noted that she and Finneas had written the track when she was just 16 and he was 21. It was, she shared, the first time she had truly fallen in love.
“It was very scary,” she mused, staring into the small crowd. “And it’s funny how that fear never goes away.”
When she began to sing, the song felt less like a recorded track and more like a live-wire nerve being exposed. The lyrics—”Maybe won’t you take it back / Say you were trying to make me laugh”—took on a new, heavier meaning. Watching her perform it, you couldn’t help but wonder if the girl who wrote that song at 16 was still alive within the 22-year-old superstar standing there. The fear of falling, the terror of letting someone see “right through” you, and the desperate wish that you could go back to a time before your heart was at stake—it was all there, etched into her expressions.
Navigating the Aftermath
As the set progressed, it became a journey through the debris of relationships past. With “Wish You the Best,” the tone turned toward the cold reality of moving on. There was a palpable sense of closure—not the kind that comes with a smile, but the kind that comes with exhaustion. She sang about the moments after a breakup, when you realize that while you were the “love of your life” to them, they were never truly that for you.
It’s a brutal realization, one that many of us have faced in the quiet hours of the night. By bringing these songs into such a small space, Eilish wasn’t just performing; she was processing. She was dissecting the wreckage of her own past, inviting us to witness the anatomy of heartbreak.
The Human Behind the Icon
Between songs, Eilish joked about her lack of sleep, the crushing reality of tour life, and the fact that she had even dressed “like a girl” specifically for the occasion, laughing at her own nerves. It was a reminder that for all the accolades and the Grammy statues, she is still navigating the same growing pains as anyone else.
She introduced her band with genuine warmth, clearly drawing strength from the presence of her brother, Finneas, who has been her creative anchor since the beginning. Their chemistry is a testament to the fact that, no matter how big the stage gets, the core of her art is still built on family and the intimacy of their shared history.
The Final Note
The concert ended with “Birds of a Feather,” a track that hit number one and brought a different kind of energy to the room. Yet, even in the joy of the song, there was a tinge of longing—the fear of the end, the desire to hold on, and the acceptance that nothing, not even love, is guaranteed to last.
As she finished and the final notes echoed off the bookshelves, the room felt different. The “star” was gone, replaced by someone who had just shared something deeply personal and was now feeling the sting of that exposure.
The performance serves as a powerful question to the audience: when was the last time you let yourself be that vulnerable? When was the last time you were truly honest about the things that scare you, even when you knew people were watching?
Billie Eilish’s Tiny Desk isn’t just a concert; it’s an invitation to confront the parts of ourselves we usually hide. After witnessing such a raw display, one has to ask: do we actually want our stars to be perfect, or are we secretly craving the moments when they show us they are just as broken as the rest of us?
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My name is billy eilish billy eilish i think it’s october 18 2017. It’s october 18th 2018. I’m 15. I’m 16. I have 250 000. I have 6.3 million followers 1.13 million 9.6 million when you look at billy eilish it’s a picture of me and charlie xcx isn’t it the one about me smiling of course it is the one picture that i have smiling the most followed person that follows me is chloe grace moretz who’s the bash has 13 million followers katy perry maybe she is 72 million i’d say probably khalid which is weird because he’s like just a
Homie of mine and like i don’t think women’s anything else scissor i have millie bobby brown sabrina claudio oh bad baby lauren herrera osiris wayleigh rich the kid little zane gerber miguel are you kidding me these are just people that i’ve texted it was at the crocodile in seattle and it was like 500 i think that’s what i said oh whoa that’s so cute um whoo that was oh the best one i’ve had was music midtown in atlanta 40 000 people such a dream oh my god such a dream every time i go anywhere hands down i might be safe if i go to
Trader joe’s but everywhere else is kind of get recognized which is actually really cool but you know it’s a lot kind of a lot actually but like not a ton it’s kind of like maybe like once a week um i’m kind of jealous of billy a year ago because i kind of i don’t know i’m really not about to pity myself for people recognizing who i am which is because it’s like i’m really grateful for it but i don’t know i i would like to go to i don’t know anywhere and not be always recognized whoa don’t be so sad it’s such a waste of
Time i didn’t i didn’t live up to that then and i still haven’t lived up to that so it’s good advice though it is a waste of time dude ah it’s ruined so many things that could have been amazing because i was sad dumb but whatever don’t post everything you think don’t just don’t if you’re watching this right now anybody if anybody is watching this don’t post your feelings don’t do it to yourself um whoa tyler the creator no i would love to meet i’ve not met him oh my god i would explode if i met him i met him
I met him and it was great for me he hits a he hits a part of me that nobody gets being apple’s up next artist i was such a baby i did ellen last week jimmy fallon lollapalooza um so many festivals i went to tokyo i met takashi murakami i went to his studio dave girl’s daughter did a cover of my song he played guitar for her at a talent show i think or something there’s been a lot of that’s happened in the last year my family i’m i’m always talking to my family always every second of my life fruitville
Station uh fruitvale station no uh you know what no this i can’t afford a real chain they are real now they are real but it’s all silver oh yeah my chains were gifts i did not buy anything that i’m wearing at all none of it i bought this though nah yes yeah uh yep yeah it’s the kind of pressure that’s like it hits me and then i don’t care everybody drop dead right now and i didn’t i would be left with what i had created for myself and what the hell would the point be if i was just creating something that
Somebody else wanted me to create that i had no say in and then that person died and everybody else died and nobody mattered except me i’m stuck with this i didn’t want in the first place that’s trash no i’m handling the pressure horribly but i just keep it to myself all the time except my wall i write everything i feel on my wall so if you go in my room look at my wall just yeah no i don’t like dating at all i don’t like the idea of oh this is my one person and i only share time with this person no no no no thank you
No i don’t have a boyfriend i ca i could not have a boyfriend that would just be mean to him uh i don’t know i almost had one for like a little but it wasn’t really exclusive so i don’t know what you’d call that i hate things that are exclusive never letting myself be mistreated for a long long long long time i had no idea what the was coming not really uh yeah i was really mistreated and then i just realized i was better than that and since then i just i feel like i’ve just grown to know my worth i think it’s taken a minute and i don’t
Think i’m there yet but i’m i’m getting there oh billy was so hurt then i was so hurt then man i want to learn that it’s all worth it because it’s tiring as heck and it is worth it and i have to remember that because being with like fans and doing shows is way more important than being tired is it worth it yes the shows make it worth it the shows and the supporters that is something you have to remember when it it doesn’t feel worth it because a lot of it doesn’t feel worth it but then you get to the points that
Do make it worth it and it’s like then it all sort of makes sense and it kind of clicks in your head no matter what you do there’s you can never ever ever please anyone ever ever ever facts still true never not true any picture that is taken of you if a picture is taken of you somebody has it and somebody will use it against you i wasn’t allowed to but i ran away from security and i ran into a huge crowd i like slammed open a door into all of them through a glass window and hugged them all i almost caused a stampede
By sneaking through a crowd at lollapalooza i almost died and everyone else almost died crazy whoa lil wayne oh to perform with lil wayne that’s a great answer wow 15 year old me was ballin i really want to go to japan again i went to japan a while ago and it was the most amazing time so i feel like brazil might be crazy literally my first fan account was like or like second panic it was like billy island brazil brockhampton tierra whack is sick i like bright green a lot i like black it’s been pretty dark lately so i’ve just wanted to be dark
With it the world i mean i don’t and then one word no judge me please that’s what i said i still feel that way totally still feel that way but this year i guess i just don’t know i don’t know what the is going on i feel this and that i feel like everything needs to have a certain this is in this category and this isn’t this like it’s like i want to be everything like shut up don’t tell me what i can’t be the hell the music industry man we’re all sad as hell all these artists we’re sad as dude
Everybody i know that’s an artist we are sad that’s the way it is my what what does that even mean what does that mean everyone is gonna die and no one is gonna remember you so it what this said that’s my philosophy having the approach that no one’s had trying to write something no one’s written i don’t know if that’s the best approach because you might just fail and then want to die like i have to write someone right something no one’s ever heard see that’s why i’m i’m still bad at it because that’s what i was trying to do
you better know how to drive because i’ve been putting off driver’s ed because that stuff stinks i hate that stuff i do know how to drive shorty well that is crazy this is my mom she is sick as a booty and she has laryngitis as heck i still love you [applause]
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Billie Eilish gets QUIZZED by Rainn Wilson on ‘The Office’ | Billboard
– I feel God in the chilies tonight. – It’s Pam. – That’s Office 101. (melodic music) Hey everybody, it’s me, Rainn Wilson, and I’ve been wandering around suburban Los Angeles, and I have arrived at this very house because I hear that inside is the world’s number one Office fan. Come on, America, let’s see what happens.
(doorbell rings) It’s apparently a young man named Billie. He’s slow to answer the door. Kinda disrespectful. Oh! How are you? – I’m so good, how are you? – Hi. – It’s so nice to meet you. Oh we’re going straight in for a hug, that’s fantastic. I heard you were an Office fan. – [Billie] Uh-huh. – Yeah? A little bit? – Yeah a little biggie bit.
– [Rainn] You’ve seen the show once or twice? – 12 times now. – [Rainn] 12 times? – Yes. – Is this where you watch The Office or do you watch it on your– – No I actually watch it on my phone. As soon as I wake up and when I brush my teeth and when I go to the bathroom, when I take baths and shit. – Wait a minute, you watch The Office when you go to the bathroom? – [Billie] Yeah I do.
– So you’re pooping and your watching me. – Literally taking dumps watching you. – That is disgusting. – This is my room. You don’t have to come in or whatever you want but there’s this. – Oh my god, look at that. Maybe she is the biggest Office fan in the world. – Yeah we’ll find out. – We’ll find out. Ladies and gentleman, Billie eyelash.
(Billie laughs) William eyelash. I hear you’re a pretty big Office fan. Bring it. Ow, Jesus. I’m gonna ask you some questions, some trivia questions, and then some quotes, and we’ll see how well you do. Here we go. (Billie laughs) Ooh, this is a good one, this is a tough one. – Go. – I think I’m gonna stump you.
– Go. – What was Nellie’s ex-boyfriend’s job? – Repeat the question. – No. – Yeah, go. – So, see, okay listen. No listen, listen. Because I don’t get nervous and I’m nervous right now. So I forgot the name Nellie is Nellie. So I’m thinking… I knew that, though. See I’m blanking. See okay wait, hold on, wait. – [Rainn] Do you need to take some deep breaths or something? – Ask me another question, I can’t look at you.
Ask me another question. I knew that. – But part of the challenge is you have to look– – But I knew it. – Part of the challenge– – But I’m nervous. – Is that I’m so intimidating, you have to keep, you have to look at me. – Okay I can do it. Bitch, I’m strong, go. Fuck. Why did I… Okay, I’m nervous. – What does Michael order while out with the insurance selling mafia man? Italian dish.
– Yes. Gabagool. – Yes, very good. What is the name of the charity 5K run, fun run, the staff run in? What is the full name? – The full name? Oh my god. Oh my god. I know it has fun run race for the cure, right? That’s the end. – That’s right, good, yep. You got the last six words. – The Michael Scott. – Good. Name of the paper company.
– Dunder Mifflin. – Yep. Then it’s the city. – Scranton. – Yep. And then it’s the woman who has rabies. – Meredith Palmer. – Memorial. – Memorial. Memorial. Okay so the Michael Scott Dunder Mifflin Scranton Meredith Palmer. – Celebrity. Well. (Billie laughs) – Is that part of it? – [Rainn] Yeah. – Celebrity. – Mhmm. And then the disease.
– Whatever the fuck it’s called. – [Rainn] Rabies awareness. – Rabies awareness. – [Rainn] Pro-Am. – Pro-Am. And then– – Fun Run Race For The Cure. Wow that’s… – I’m gonna give that to you, that’s a tough one. What is Toby’s daughter’s name? – Sasha. – Good. Wow. When Dwight accidentally kills Angela’s cat, what are the names of A, the original cat, and two, the replacement cat? – The replacement cat’s name is Garbage.
– Yes. – The original cat’s name is Sprinkles. – Very nice. Very good, good. When we all sleep, where do we go? (Billie laughs) – You have to answer that one. – What is the preferred pizza place among the office staff? – Ooh. Okay so it’s either Alfredo’s Pizza Cafe. – [Rainn] That’s it. – Or Pizza by Alfredo. (laughing) – What is Jan’s candle company called? – Serenity by Jan.
– Ooh. (laughing) This is good. What is Princess Unicorn’s catchphrase? – My horn can pierce the sky. (laughing) – Andy, Darryl and Kevin play what board game during Kevin’s garage sale? – Dallas. – She’s good, she’s good. What is the name of Michael Scarn’s robot butler in Threat Level Midnight? (Billie laughs) – Oh my god, that’s so crazy that you’re asking me these things.
His robot butler, Samuel. – Good. – L. Chang. – Whoa! That’s nuts. What celebrity did the office staff debate over being hot or not? – Barbra Streisand? No, wait, fuck, wait, sorry. Wait, no. – Language, young lady. – I know who it is. Oh my god. – Office fans right now are– – Stop, I know what it is though. – Groaning with disgust at you, right now.
– [Billie] No but I know it though. But the name, I’m bad with like the names. – [Rainn] Boys don’t cry. – Oh my god, this is embarrassing. I know it. I don’t even know who it is, I only know it from The Office. (laughing) That’s why it’s hard, though. – Well I’m gonna tell Hilary Swank that you don’t know who she is.
– Fuck! Oh for fuck sake. Damn. – Before we go to the quotes, I just wanna ask, what song did you write for Dwight? Was it Ocean Eyes or Bad Boy? (laughing) – He said bad boy. Ah! Ocean Eyes. – True. Correct. You are correct. – Thank you, I know. – Here is a quote from The Office, you tell me which character said this.
I’m not gonna do the voice. I’m gonna do a flat voice. (Billie laughs) I have been trying to get on jury duty every year since I was 18 years old, to get and go sit– – Stanley. – Do I regret this? No, I believe his tissue has made me stronger. Now I have the strength of a grown man– – You. – The worst thing about prison was the dementors.
– Michael. (laughing) – And what character of Michael’s? – Oh, Prison Mike. – Sometimes I feel like everyone I work with is an idiot. – Kevin. – I haven’t had so much fun since seeing Zooey Dish Channel at the Coacherella music festival. – Erin. – Coacherella. – I haven’t proposed to anyone in years. Said? That’s a tough one, I actually didn’t know this.
– I know, but I know the line so well but I feel like there’s so many proposals on that show. – I haven’t proposed to anyone in years. – Was it Andy? – [Rainn] Yes. – Okay. – You know, a human can go on living seven hours after being decapitated. – Creed. – Very good. – And then you correct him, you said, “You’re thinking of a chicken.
” (laughing) And he said, “What did I say?” – You wanna go on with the scene? – I ground up four extra strength aspirin and put them in Michael’s pudding. – Michael’s pudding. I do the same thing with my dog– – Ryan. To get him to take his heartworm medicine. – Saddle shoes with denim. I will literally call child protective services. – Child protective services.
– Oscar. – A few years ago my family was on a safari in Africa and my cousin, Moufasa, was… (Billie laughs) He was tramped to death by a pack of wildebeest. – Ryan. People underestimate the power of nostalgia. Nostalgia is truly one of the great weaknesses, second only to the neck. – To the neck. You. – Dwight.
That’s all. (cheering) (applause) And you know what. Young, William eyelash. I have a very special gift for you, that I have been saving to give the ultimate Office fan. – What? – It is a yogurt lid necklace, that I… That actually will go very well with your goth bling. (Billie laughs) Please. – [Billie] Is this real? – This is a real thing, that is a real thing.
So you win. You win at all. Congratulations. The ultimate office fan. Ladies and gentlemen. (cheers and applause) – Oh my god. Wow. Wowow. Give a hand to Mr Rainn Wilson everybody, please. (applause) Wow. – Thanks so much. I saw your sauce and it looked so fun. – That was so fun, oh my god.
