Mr. Pink, Nucky Thompson, Carl Showalter, Donny, the man who dies in The Big Lebowski and makes you feel it more than you expected. For 40 years, Steve Buscemi has been the one you remember from every film without quite being able to explain why. The sharp intelligence behind the eyes the room keeps underestimating.
He showed up to dig through ground zero in 12-hour shifts and told no one for 12 years. He held a marriage together for 32 years that most of America never saw. And when she died, he grieved alone in his kitchen painting watercolors in yellow because the light was best there and the color surprised him. He has finally said out loud what he spent a lifetime simply living, that Jo Andres was the only love of his life and that the story of how he found her and how he lost her is the real story underneath every role he ever played. Steven
Vincent Buscemi was born on December 13th, 1957 in Brooklyn, New York. And the family he came from had no pretensions whatsoever about what a person like him was supposed to want. His father, John, was a Korean War veteran who worked for the city as a sanitation worker. His mother, Dorothy, was a hostess at Howard Johnson’s.
They had four sons and firm convictions about what constituted a respectable future. When Steve was 10, the family moved from East New York to Valley Stream on Long Island, a suburb quiet enough that it would later strike him as exactly the right setting for a film about a young man who can’t get out.
That film, Trees Lounge, which he wrote, directed, and starred in at 38, was shot largely in his childhood village because the place had never quite left him. In high school, Buscemi wrestled for the varsity squad and performed in the drama troupe, two activities requiring completely different kinds of discipline that together say something about the kind of person he was becoming.
He was funny in the way that kids who are not obviously handsome or obviously confident get funny, as a survival mechanism that eventually becomes a genuine gift. But acting was not something that felt available to a kid from Valley Stream with no road map toward anything in the arts. So when he graduated in 1975, he did what his father told him to do.
John Buscemi had been unambiguous. Whatever civil service exam was being given when Steve turned 18, that was the test he was taking. It happened to be the firefighter’s exam. The FDNY process moved slowly, and in the meantime, Buscemi moved through the kind of early adult life that looks like aimlessness but is really the experience of a person who knows something is missing and hasn’t found it yet.
He worked as a gas station attendant, an ice cream truck driver, a theater usher who sat in the dark watching other people experience things he wanted to experience himself. Then a family friend, an actor who had appeared in Blackboard Jungle, told Buscemi’s father that if acting was what Steve wanted, he should get him into a real class.
There was a small settlement from the time a city bus had struck 4-year-old Steve, and $6,000 of it went to tuition at Lee Strasberg Theatre and Film Institute. He began studying acting the same year he passed the FDNY exam. By 1980, two simultaneously true things defined Steve Buscemi. He was a firefighter with Engine Company 55 in Little Italy, and he was performing comic sketches in the experimental venues of downtown Manhattan on every night he wasn’t on shift.
His colleagues at the firehouse thought he was the quietest man in the company. The audiences at the Pyramid Cocktail Lounge and Folk City in the Village saw someone with something precise and unsettling in his timing. He was working the same downtown comedy rooms as Larry David and Jerry Seinfeld. Not the same time slots, but the same stages, telling self-deprecating jokes about his looks and his day job.
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He eventually partnered with an actor named Mark Boone Jr. in a two-man sketch act they called Steve and Mark. They printed posters and put them up all over the East Village. One of those posters caught the eye of a woman who lived on the same block of East 10th Street. Her name was Jo Andres.
She was nearly 30 years old, three years Buscemi’s senior, and was already an established figure in the downtown experimental performance scene, a choreographer and filmmaker who had earned grants, toured Europe, and gotten serious critical attention for her work at La Mama, PS 122, and The Performing Garage. She had a real body of work and a real reputation.
By every external measure, she was doing considerably better than the firefighter comedian whose poster she kept walking past. She developed a crush on the man in that image months before she ever met him. >> What happened next is one of those small, laughable moments that turns out to be the hinge point of everything.
Buscemi had spotted her from across the street and was, in his own telling, completely fascinated by the way she looked, by what he gradually learned of her work. He began timing his exits from the apartment so he could walk his dog at the moments he calculated she would be coming home from work. >> He would contrive to bump into her on the sidewalk.
It was transparent and slightly ridiculous, and it worked. When she eventually came to his apartment and saw the same poster hanging on his wall that she had been walking past for months, she said, “That’s you.” Buscemi has recalled that moment specifically. The way you recall the sentence that opened a chapter, “I still remember,” he told GQ, “when she went, ‘That’s you.
‘” They began seeing each other in late 1983, and from the beginning, the dynamic was something other than it might have appeared. Buscemi was the one who was starstruck, not by fame, because Jo Andres didn’t have that kind of fame, but by the quality of her intelligence and the strangeness of her creative instincts.
He would say years later that she simply trusted her intuition in a way he had never seen before, that she would put images into the world without needing to explain or justify them or have them make conventional sense. She was evoking moods, not making arguments. For a young actor trained to find the logic inside a character, spending time with Yvonne Rainer was an education in a completely different approach to making things.
He appeared in some of her dance pieces. She helped him trust his instincts and drew out a quality of attention in him that his comedy act hadn’t yet reached. The connection between them was not between an established artist and an admirer. It was between two people who understood something about each other that the rest of the world would spend years catching up to.
In 1984, Buscemi left the FDNY, something his colleagues said simply wasn’t done. You didn’t leave a great, secure job like that. But, he had gotten a real break, a role in the 1986 film Parting Glances, one of the first American films to address the AIDS crisis directly, and his performance drew genuine praise.
When he told his father that acting was going to be the career, John Buscemi remained uncertain in the specific way of a man who believed in stable government employment. For years afterward, whenever Steve finished a project without another immediately lined up, his father would ask what was next. And when Steve said he didn’t know, John Buscemi would say with the certainty of someone stating the obvious, “So, you’re unemployed.
” It took years before he relaxed. In 1987, Steve Buscemi and Jo Andres got married. They had been together 4 years, long enough to know that what they had was not a downtown scene romance that would dissolve when circumstances changed. They moved eventually from the East Village to Park Slope in Brooklyn, a neighborhood of brownstones and old trees, where they would remain for more than three decades.
Their son, Lucian, was born in 1990. They bought a weekend house upstate, and they made a rule: they would not spend more than 3 weeks apart, no matter what Buscemi was filming or where. They held that rule through all of it. The late ’80s and early ’90s were a period of consistent work in small, serious films and the kinds of supporting roles that other actors skipped over because there was no money in them and no fame to extract.
Miller’s Crossing in 1990 was the first collaboration with Joel and Ethan Coen. They cast him as a man who gets shot in the head in the first reel, the kind of role where you do your best work and vanish before the audience has registered your name. Then came Reservoir Dogs in 1992, Tarantino’s debut arrived at Sundance and something shifted immediately.
And Mr. Pink, the nervous, voluble, spectacularly aggravated thief who refuses to tip and spends the entire film arguing his own case, was the movie’s engine. Buscemi played him with the specific quality that would define everything he did for the next decade, the sense of a sharp and accurate intelligence behind the eyes of a man who looked to everyone around him like someone you could safely dismiss.
That gap between how the character was perceived and what was actually happening inside him was Buscemi’s particular instrument. He understood exactly what it felt like to be underestimated by a room, and he used it every time. >> In 1994, Tarantino put him in Pulp Fiction as a waiter dressed as Buddy Holly, wordless because Tarantino understood that even a silent Buscemi carries a charge.
The Coen’s returned to him for Fargo in 1996, where he played Carl Showalter, a criminal so spectacularly bad at being a criminal that his incompetence has its own kind of bravado. Con Air followed in 1997, and The Big Lebowski in 1998, where Buscemi played Donny, the bowling teammate who was talked over in nearly every scene, and then suddenly, unexpectedly, dies.
When Donny dies, it hurts in a way that surprises you because you hadn’t registered how much you cared about him until he He gone. That was [clears throat] what Buscemi could do in eight lines of dialogue, make you care about people the story had told you not to notice. Also in 1996, Jo Andres’s film Black Kites premiered at Sundance, a documentary about the siege of Sarajevo told through a Bosnian woman’s diary entries and paintings on kite paper made while her city was being destroyed around her.
It screened at Berlin, Toronto, London, and the Human Rights Watch Film Festival. Buscemi appeared in it. Their son Lucian appeared in it. It was the kind of project Jo Andres made because it needed to be made without regard for whether it would reach a wide audience. Buscemi talked about it with the particular pride of a man who genuinely believed his wife’s work was more interesting than his own.
In April 2001, Buscemi was filming in Wilmington, North Carolina when a bar fight broke out and he intervened. For his trouble, he was stabbed above the eye, in the jaw, in the throat, and in the arm. He recovered and went back to work. Seven months later, on the morning of September 12th, 2001, he drove to Little Italy and walked into Engine Company 55.
He had not been a firefighter in 17 years. His old company had lost four of its men the day before. He put on his gear and went to work. For several days, he dug through the rubble in 12-hour shifts without notifying the press, without issuing a statement. A photographer caught him on the fire truck and 12 years later, a Facebook post by the Brotherhood of Fire made the image go viral and people reacted as though they were discovering something about Buscemi that changed the way they understood everything he had ever done. What they
were actually discovering was that he had been this person all along. Boardwalk Empire arrived in 2010, and with it something most people had not previously associated with Steve Buscemi, the lead, Enoch Nucky Thompson, the political boss and bootlegger of Atlantic City during Prohibition, was a man of cultivated manners and genuine ruthlessness.
And Buscemi played him across five seasons in a performance that won him the Golden Globe for best actor in a drama series. His father had spent years asking what was next and being told his son was technically unemployed. By 2010, that son was the lead of the most expensive drama on American television. Jo Andres watched him receive those those honors with the quiet amusement of a woman who had known all along.
She had seen him do stand-up at Folk City when his biggest ambition was to land a sitcom. She had been the one who helped him trust his instincts before anyone else had thought to tell him to. By 2014, when Buscemi accepted a Made in New York award, he stopped and named her specifically. “My wife, Jo,” he said. “You know this business can be a challenge to relationships, but you stick it out and there are rewards, and I am so grateful to her.
She was my biggest supporter and also audience and my biggest inspiration.” In 2015, Jo Andres was diagnosed with ovarian cancer. She underwent chemotherapy. For a time, there was remission. Then in 2017, the cancer returned. Buscemi has said very little about those final two years, and the restraint feels like the right kind, the kind that protects something belonging to two people and not to the public.
What he has said is that watching her in pain was the hardest thing he has ever experienced. People who are going through that, he told GQ, “It’s painful. It’s painful to die from cancer. There’s just no way around it.” He has also said something that carries a different weight, that he really doesn’t believe Jo was afraid of dying, that she faced it.
She was surrounded by friends and family. She truly encountered it, and that what it consisted of for her was a long, specific series of recognitions, a whole series of, “Oh, I don’t get to do this anymore.” He said he hoped if it came to it for him, that he could be as present as she was. He said, “She led the way.
” Jo Andres died on January 6th, 2019, at their home in Brooklyn. She was 64 years old. In the months afterward, Buscemi moved through grief in the private way that had always defined him. He [clears throat] worked on archiving Jo’s art so that it would survive her correctly. When he had to fly abroad for a project not long after she died, he found the distance from home unbearable in a new way, not loneliness exactly, but the specific anxiety of being far from the place where she had been.
He started painting watercolors in his kitchen because the light was best there. He told GQ that he had expected to reach for dark colors and was surprised to find himself using yellow. “I do like the brightness of it,” he said. The house in Park Slope felt too large. He thought about Lucian, that Lucian would be the one left eventually to go through everything and acknowledged without self-pity that he was a hoarder and that this was going to be a problem someday.
There is a sentence Buscemi said about Joe in that GQ interview that contains more than it appears to. Describing what made her creative instincts what they were, he said, “She just had to feel a certain way, like she was trying to evoke a feeling or a mood.” He was talking about her art.
But it is also a description of what had drawn him to her in the first place. Not someone who could explain the work, but someone who could make you feel it without the explanation. The intelligence is visible but not announced. Jo Andres was the person who first showed him what that looked like from the outside before the credentials existed, before any of it was confirmed by anyone else’s attention.
He had been a firefighter who secretly wanted to act. He had put up a poster in the East Village and a woman across the street developed a crush on the man in the image before she ever met him. He had timed his dog walks to bump into her on the sidewalk, which was neither casual nor accidental, and she had come into his apartment and seen the poster on his wall and said, “That’s you.
” He had married her in 1987 and made a rule about three weeks and held it through Reservoir Dogs and Boardwalk Empire and 9/11 and the stabbing and all of it. She had been his audience, his inspiration, the person who showed him what trusting your instincts actually looked like, and he had watched her die in pain and called it the hardest thing he had ever experienced.
And then he had gone to his kitchen and painted in yellow because the light was best there, and the color surprised him. That is the story underneath all the films and all the roles and all the firehouse shifts and the award nominations. A man from Brooklyn with his father’s work ethic who walked his dog on a schedule nobody knew was a schedule and found the person he was looking for and never recovered from losing her.
He said it plainly at an award ceremony in the year she died in present tense in front of whoever was in the room. She was his biggest supporter, his audience, his biggest inspiration. The poster caught her eye first. She was the one who noticed him before he was anyone, before there was any reason to notice. That detail runs through the whole story like a load-bearing wall.
Everything else was built around it. And the question it leaves behind is not really about Steve Buscemi at all. It is about what it means to be seen that early, that clearly by someone who had no reason yet to look. And what a life looks like when you spend 36 years trying to be worthy of it.
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